cough cough go away

skip stats lecture today, went home and now here i am typing... coughing and feeling like shit the entire day, couldnt tahan and tada, lecture poned... since no ONOW today, so went home.. took medicine le, now going to sleep.. post some more later..

OPENED EYES... coughing like an idiot

going to copy down a few quotes that i just remembered from my literature books when i was way back in Secondary One. The book is called The Little Prince and the quotes are super abstract.. but i like it, :D

Quote 1:
"I should never have listened to her," he confided to me one day, "One should never listen to the flowers. One should simply look at them and breathe their fragrance."

Quote 2:
"Where are the people?" resumed the little prince at last. "It's a little lonely in the desert...""It is lonely when you're among people, too," said the snake.

Quote 3:
Language is the source of misunderstandings.

Quote 4 (MY FAVOURITE):
Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.

today was a hectic/irritating/happy day, we shall see what's going to happen soon, what stuff are going to be changed and what things will never change. therefore, my above phrase!!! :D Nice right, its true that an empty vessel makes the loudest noise, and jus coincidentally, an empty vessel really burst my ear drums today... Store from after school onwards, than Auditions, it went super fast, -_- but it was quite successful, so clap clap to adeline especially, and the rest of the SB Club that came down, XD looking forward to the rest,

tired out though, reached home, ate and sat infront of my lappy since.. didnt study econs at all, PROMISED! 2MR WILL STUDY!

its been too long since so much things crop up, i thought all these will be left behind in secondary school, but no, it chooses to manifest itself here in poly too, i can either stand aside and laugh, or do something abt it..

randoming in process, cough cough

the classic stunned look

wei lin, stop looking at LINUS! He belongs to MELVIN!

Huiru shy shy seh , *hint hint* ZH :D

Nice emotions, :D

Another scandal in the making, oh well..

Random pics for the day,

reached class and first thing i heard, Ms Pang : Tony, can u be the Expression Web Group Leader? stunned, look at the guys and of course, its them again, saboed me.. haiz

today was a boring day, coughing slightly nonstop.. reached the end of the day and went gym, and knew at once that i felt weaker than before cause i was still ill.. -_- reached home and ate, than slacked all the way until now.. 2mr is ECONS DAY! I PROMISED! Poly 50 today also, didnt help out cause forgot to submit name to Bryan, never mind.. GOOD LUCK TO YU DUAN, JANICE AND BERNICE. Hope they reached their respective targets..

projects and projects, when will i have time to sit back, relax and enjoy myself in school?

misty eyes,

seems like,

yesterday,

was just a dream,

sick like an idiot, i'm bored

Top: SAGA,

Bottom: Me, Jia Qi, Zaki ( i noe i look gay, don need say anything else, thank you very much)

breathless, couldnt see whats happening with me, mind shutting down, feeling faint.. reaspy voice, a bored mind, what else could be more unproductive?

i need to get a life, will someone jio me out? haiz, hpathbp, bye bye le, don need to watch anymore, -_-


its been awhile since that feeling struck me, looking back through time, to that period, it brings back so much memory.. no matter what, sorry..

going back to school 2mr i guess, bored of staying at home.. lets see what interesting stuff happen 2mr.. :D

a phrase my junior found,
meeting you was fate,
becoming ur friend was a choice,
falling in love with you i had no control over..

annoyed, pissed off, not happy at all

my title says it all, thats all the emotions churning inside me now, i cant be bothered with anything anymore, no matter what the consequences, don come back and blame me, jus go on and live ur life. when have u ever spared a thought for me, when have u really show me care and concern, despite all that i had done, u still feel indifferent to all these and couldnt care less.. don bother me anymore, jus let me live in peace..

powerpoint is crap, i cant play my video despite trying for so long, wat the hell, worst come to worst jus insert the whole video.. econs not studied yet, stats not touched yet, pacc haven touched yet, EC dying le, now i noe, what it feels like, when everything falls apart.. even urself..

stars falling,
its the end,
no one hears,
u sinking slowly

POP, mutterings

stared back into time and space, and reflected on the things i had done, all of it was in the past, and yet, its still haunting me. Making me cautious and afraid.. hardly daring to breath, to hope for more.. when will this shadow pass?

POP for this year Sec $ year 2008/2009... mixed memories as i walk down the school corridor and met them, its been one year plus since my own POP and that day still brought back memories to me.. Glad to see that all of them have grown up well and have mature from being a scrawny young guy to world ready youth.. wish them the best of luck in their O/N level..

in class today, isa look super duper sick, ask her to take care.. lol.. No ONOW class today, super happy.. morning EC was a waste of time.. followed by my booth duty, blasted music at FC 6.. now than realize my laptop quite zai, can last two hour with max volumne.. lol..

silently,
heart pumping,
mind racing,
will it pass?

Paradox

this decision, only time will tell, if i make the right choice or the wrong choice.. for right or wrong, i decided.. now, its time to see if everything pays off.. for without a doubt, there's always nothing for us to gauge them on..


no doubt no one will understand that phrase, lol.. school ended at ten today, went to JP, than went to gym, tired like mad.. most prob 2mr not going tkd.. oh well, POP 2mr.. going back to TSS to see how the school has change.. and to see my juniors.. they did their part, now is the secondary 3s.. think i'm going to sleep early today and study more 2mr..

for what its worth,
i have decided,
do i,
make things clear?

projects, life, the biggest puzzle of all

do u ever get the feeling, that watever u are feeling, doesnt seem to be right. that indescrible nagging at the back of your head, that you are getting this all wrong, that the actions u are doing, the pace u put urself through, it all seems like a farce, like as if u will never get all these correct.. do u, do u? what goes around comes around, maybe this is wat is coming back to me now, my retribution for wat i had done..

boring day, slept my way through econs lecture, was wide awake for pacc lecture, thus could understand, ggt lecture as usual was boring, fell asleep halfway through, ended the day and attended a dialogue with the SAA officers.. seems like our club is quite organized as compared to other clubs, oh well.. went home after that, sorry ppl, mum cooked, played, did project and now i'm here typing..

its always when ur heart starts to whisper, a soft murmur in your ear, thats when u start to take notice, and begin to wonder about those things..

comprimise

see the word up there, thats the thing that most people fail to do and argue about the most.. cant be bothered to handle anything anymore, look at all those couples out there, what makes them click? what makes them settle down and know that they are meant for each other? thats the thing that most ppl will question, and when ppl start questioning, its when things happen.

suddenly, a tightness of breath, i cant breath properly, is it jus a problem thats skin deep, or something more.. i cant decide, what to choose to do?

clouds rising,
maybe sometime,
its time to clear the air,
and see how the sky is like?

rantings

screams and shouts, phone calling and raised voice, accusation running wild, hope wearing people down. I sat eating my dinner without a word, seems like, its all for naught. now, can u blame me for always going out, to go on long bus ride and mrt trips, to find that peace and solitude that i long for?

should i or should i not? yes or no? commit or don commit? whats the best choice, the correct option? is it too fast, or will this slip away one day? what must be the question that i should ask?

ignore all the above yeah, its just my rantings, anyway, went toa payoh and after searchng for sometime, finally found the shop i was looking for. but, that cause me to be late, SORRY ISA, met huiru at dover and reach class late, didnt seem like we miss anything.. itb was boring, and than went to gym, drank the protein, it taste like wat it said it will taste like? lol.. oh well, i need to take them, if not, my joints and cartilage are going to be gone.. oh well..

when u are faced with a yes or no,
will it be a yes,
or a no?
for the difference,
could potentially change a person's life..

fanciful wonderings

tired like mad, why do u only come to me now when u have ur problems, when before i had mine and u were nowhere to be found.. why do u only call me korkor now when u need help, when the one u have loved has spurn u and don wan u anymore.

Am i suppose to let go of everything, and jus take u back? am i suppose to forgive those years of loneliness, and shower u with my love and concern once more? can i do that? must i do that? what's the right decision?

is this the way the the story of life will go on. in a vicious circle and never ending hurt? as a guy, can i and will i allow that?

the truth hurts,
its only when u are lost,
than u realize,
that everything is not as it is...