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Seems strange that so many things can happen between two person, when both person could be living happily but they are not.. seems even more strange how a fairytale love story could turn into something so wrong.



No matter what happens, it comes down to this question: Either you love or you dont. And once thats sorted out, its easier to continue down the path u have chosen. Until you decide to choose the other option.



Its always true that bystanders see the most clearly, that we are able to know whats going on with both parties. You ask, " If only he knows how much pain i am feeling now for the way his treating me, if only he would care" If he know's, he wouldnt be doing this.. If everyone know what others will feel abou them, than they wouldnt be doing all sorts of things..



He will never know and why should he know what you are feeling? For you are the one feeling it and not him. He might not even care, or he might but because he doesnt wish to be involved anymore, his pulling out..



Cry once, and learn from it.. these thorns in life are there for you to trip over and to hurt yourself on. But once pass, they will provide you with the invaluable lesson that "life goes on".

One time

one love
my one heart
my one life for sure
let me tell you one time, girl I love, girl I love you
I'll be your one guy
you'll be my #1 girl,
always making time for you
I'ma tell you one time

Something i read

Sometimes, we dont realise that we are going overboard with our emotions while searching for the perfect person. We constantly live in denial that the perfect person is just somewhere out there.

Sadly to say, that "perfect person" has flaws as well. There is always something wrong with the person we meet, and we (blindly) choose to overlook the good qualities in them.

The fundemental truth:
The problem lies in our incapability of acceptances.
That builts a brittle foundation in the relationship
as we continue to search in vain for perfection.
-Audrey-

That was from a friend of a friend.. found it super meaningful.. and true too.. people are always in search of perfection, the perfect someone out there. When u break up, dont ppl always tell you "Dont worry, ur prince charming is just out there waiting for you." But how true can that be?

When you are sitting alone on the mrt, and there's a couple sitting opposite you, dont you sometimes wonder, what is it that makes them stick together no matter what? to make them hold on to each other despite each others flaw..

Sometimes, all of us just has to lower our own expectations and be thankful for what we have.. this, will ultimately make all of us happier..

without a doubt,
u blew me away.
and all thats left,
is my own ashes.

why

when something happens, i'm the one. when something is needed, i'm the one. when the call for help comes, i'm the one. when push comes to shove, i'm the one.

one question: why?

going through the motions

though its just the second day of school, can see that projects are going to pile up and assignments too, don really have the motivation to do anything for today, reach home and slacked all the way.. got to snap out of this.. everyday's going to turn out like the others.. and school hour's are crazy..

so what does these all mean? all those crazy feelings, emotions, thoughts and senses.. every action done and all, what does it all represent? make sense of it? i wish i could, but its just hard sometimes.. i don like it, when all these comes about again.. and i start to question once more.. trying to live through everyday, its nerve wrecking. i cant seem to get a grip, when it comes down to it, am i what i propose to be, what i set out to be? am i worthy of all these, values, responsibility and feelings, am i suppose to feel this way..

looking back

seeing how things turn out, guess that i make the right choice ba..

looking back through the years, seems that every little incident, heartaches, emotions felt.. was a lesson in itself. teaching me how to go on with life and smile every single day no matter what. things may not turn out the way that i want, but the fact that it turn out at all, just goes to show that life will still go on even if we wallow in self pity and all that kind of stuff..

to all my friends, those whom i talk to regularly and those whom i might have neglected, thanks for all the lessons you guys taught me, the memories shared, the tears cried.. i appreciate each and every single one of you. Those lessons form part of me now, and they will forever be there for me to fall back on and learn and know that in this world, as long as we smile, it will be alright.

friends,
are somebody,
that you need, yearn, love
and can never live without..

Infatuation and Mature Love, whats the difference?

Was out yesterday with yu duan, went to see the movie called surrogates.. its a show where everyone has a robot that is tune to their brainwaves. All they have to do is stay at home, plug in to the machine and they can send their robots out to live their life.

Watching the show, it reminds me of how alike everyone is. With regards to wearing masks and all. Everyone will always have some kind of mask in place to show the world, never daring to show the world the true face of themselves. Fearing to get hurt and all..

Was walking around shawhouse before the movie and saw many couples.. all in their secondary school clothings, wonder if what they have is true love or just infatuation. And besides, how do they distinguish it anyway. Today, the guy might tell the girl she's the most beautiful woman he has ever lay eyes on. Tomorrow, he might tell her, i need my freedom, i dont want to be shackeld down to a relationship. So what must the girl do?

Immature love says: I love you because i need you.
Mature love says: I need you because i love you.
-Eric Fromm-

Without a doubt, this feeling sucks

All my camps are over le, M.A.D camp let me understand the dynamics of working with my OC's. It's also the last camp that the year two's will be having with us. Thanks for everything. To the facils side, thanks for introducing me to the world of poly life from the start and showing me how a good facil can influence a group of people and leave them wanting to become facils. To my seniors, thanks for showing us the ropes of our trade and trusting us to do our jobs.

Its been only one semester but it feels like years since i have known them. Hope that all of you will succeed in your chosen field and be happy always.

Went and bought Chicken Soup for the Soul: Love Stories, been reading through them and their quotes and phrases are super meaningful.. Been thinking quite a lot these days, there seems to be a hundred and one thing to do but i am determined to finish everything. For those stuff that i had tried my best and still failed, all i can say is that, i tried le.

if its meant to be mine, it will be. no amount of forcing will cause it to be mine. So all i can do is just to take a step back and let go...

If i never met you, i wouldnt like you.

If i didnt like you, i wouldnt fall in love with you.

If i didnt fall in love with you, i wouldnt miss you.

But i did, i do and i will.

CRUISE

Melvin, Zheng Hui, Keith and My Cabin!
Pretty Pretty!


Shaolin Temple, HERE I COME!

Candid shot!

Behave urself ar..

Day 1

Reached SP at like 8.40am, saw only 1/3 of my class there.. and all of them brought luggage bag, was really worried cause all i brought was a sports bag. lol.. and besides, they were all like wearing semi formal while i was wearing slacks.. -_-

left SP around 10plus 11am, reached harbourfront and waited all the way till 1plus 2pm.. only got onto SUPERSTAR VIRGO at 2plus! The ship only started sailing at 4pm. Put down my bag in my cabin and immediately went to makan. Due to Ameer's diet restriction, the guys went into the mediterranian to makan, the food was alright, though not that used to it.. lol.. and over the next few days, that place became the place where we would go to find each other if we ever get lost.

after that, there was a safety drill and a bit of games and the YMCA dance, than it was free and easy all the way.. played some mahjong with my classmates and than joined the 06 and 07 guys for some bball on the open deck. it was damm cool to be playing bball on top of the ship. the wind was super strong! attempted a shot and the ball didnt even reached the rim at all, -_- thats how strong the wind was... rachel and pui fun went to bought wine for us, lol.. drank a bit..

slept at around 3am that night.

Day 2

Had breakfast at the mediterranian again and than, some talks by the crew members. couldnt be bothered to really listen, so on my hp recorder and fell asleep for a short while, in the end, ask one question and thats it. around two pm, we arrived in penang and visited G Hotel. got to admit that it was quite stylish and i like the rooms there, though the surrounding areas were not much to admire about.. their honeymoon suite is super interesting. Brought a totally new meaning to the term, open and trust in each other, lol..

didnt have time to shop at gurney plaza after that and we were whisked off to some other local shop where they sell local products. their signiture item was tau sar pia. tasted one mouthful, decided to buy, took a packet, walk three steps and turn back and put them back. remembered that when 2nd aunt and uncle buy them for us, my family don really eat de, so don wanna waste the money. reached back the cruise ship around evening time... was intending to go to bella vista for dinner, in the end, went to mediterranian again.. lol.. played cards in wei siong's room and than went back to sleep around 3am again...

Day 3

woke up in the morning and rushed to prepare for the trip to phuket. got to say that i enjoyed myself more here than in penang. the weather was hotter by 1 or 2 degree celcius. As we were ahead of schedule, the lecturers decided to bring us to visit a local temple. there were lots of dogs there! and they were super cute too! lol.. the statues were beautiful too. did a bit of shopping at the local market there and bought some souvenirs..

after that, proceeded to the prince of songkla university to visit their tourism faculty. took a walk around the school. than, was brought to a hotel for dinner before we were allowed to go and shop at patong beach. The shopping was good, lol.. totally enjoyed the experience. walk past a shop that sell handmatte, like it a lot but luckily i didnt buy. the person was like trying to rip me off, after that, walk to another store and i manage to get what i wanted. a pair of handmatte cost like $50, if i buy in singapore, it will cost like $120 and above. i have still yet to try it out yet, lol.. so not too sure about the quality. bought a pair of shades too..

went back to the cruise after that to prepare for gala night. oh yeah, at the embarking area, there was a mini market too, bought myself a hat there.. lol.. and while waiting for linus, zheng hui, the rain came and i had to run all the way up the ship. got drenched badly.

gala night was a blast, everyone look so formal and presentable and not like our usual self, lol.. 05 guys all wore tux! super surprising, and all the girls were like dolled up and all.. the dinner was so so, but the experience of being there really rocks.. after all the hype, wash up, change into slacks and wonder around the ship, as it was the last night, i didnt sleep till like 6am? had breakfast at the blue lagoon at 3.30am with kok woon and paul. lol.. than wonder around the cruise ship thinking about stuff..

Day 4

bought two photos from the ship, one is the class during gala night and the other is myself with mr penguin! since it was the last day, went to the jacuzzi and soak myself for like one hour, was a red lobster after that. lol.. totally enjoyed myself during this trip. disembarkation was faster and i was off the cruise at around 7.30pm.. decided to have dinner at harbourfront with rachel and only reached home around 11pm. unpacked everything and fell back into bed and slept!

Choosing DIPLOMA IN TOURISM AND RESORT MANAGEMENT in SINGAPORE POLYTECHINC was one of the best choice that i have made in my life. For without it, i wouldnt have the chance to go on a cruise and enjoyed myself. I wouldnt have the chance to bond with the class and i would never get to see the back end of the ship and wonder how it works. Thank you to the lectuers and school for organising it for us. Really appreciate it. Was thinking to myself on the cruise, the next time i will be on a cruise will be either with my wife or when i'm like 30plus year old le. So this trip is really special and unique as it was a once in a life time opportunity for me. Had lots of memories there and i wished that the ship could have gone on and on and never end..

I guess thats it ba,

what could have happen,

will never happen,

and it seems that,

the feelings gone..

Cruise

guess that i will be doing a post on this like next week, need to prepare for mad camp.. all i can say is, cruise was a interesting and eventful experience..

i dont mind spending everyday,
around the corner in the pouring rain,
look for the girl with the broken smile,
ask her if she wants to stay awhile..
for she will, be love..