World's End, what to do?? LOL

Caught this movie yesterday with Zheng Hui, Linus and Nigel.. Found it quite meaningful and touching.. when the world is ending.. what are we all left with? The phrase that stuck with me "When we stop fighting for humanity, thats when we lose our humanity". Its true i guess.. recent events that happened has make me rethink of the way i treat people around me.

Maybe its just me, but i guess that i'm feeling a bit ashame of myself for treating her this way. If only we had tried harder, if only we didnt stop trying, maybe things wouldnt have come to this? To make a person feel lonely when he or she is surrounded by people is a very sad and wrong thing to do. Are we considered a better person, just cause everyone around us is ok with us and our way of behaving? Yes, he or she might have some flaws but dont all of us have?

Its too late to do anything now, just take it as a lesson learnt for me. A wake up call to myself to treat everyone the same no matter what they are like. :D

Anyway, back to the movie, it was really great! got me thinking about how we should behave as a leader, a citizen, and last of all, A HUMAN. And of course, the love story that goes on inside the story is a reminder to myself that life is SHORT. Live each day as it is and dont ever regret for anything. For all those who are always wondering should i ask him/her out, go ahead and do it. You will never know what might happen tomorrow!

So, a checklist for myself:

1. Dont regret no matter what i do.
2. Strive my best in both my studies and my life.
3. Be happy always.
4. Quickly find my soulmate i guess?

And lastly, hope that the FOC will go well next year..

"If there is one thing i have ever learn in my life, it is that LIFE GOES ON"

strong?

if life was easy, wouldnt it be happier?


sticks and stone cant break me but words can cut me to shreds.
if i dont care, what will the world turn into.
if i didnt do all these, than its my fault again.
why cant you seem to understand,
the things i do, i do them for a reason.
"fuck care them", thats what you say.
but if i really did that,
that wouldnt be me anymore right.
so what if i'm on the school honour roll,
when you dont even bother to ask about it.
ever since i make this decision,
u couldnt be less bothered anymore.
i'm already trying my best,
but is it enough to win just a bit of approval.
"check your attitude, its getting from bad to worst"
why am i always the one getting all these?
is any of the things i do wrong at all?
trying to do my best,
to give my all,
to care.
whats wrong with being this way?
now do u ever wonder,
why am i out of the house so much?
why do i love going to camps?

heart talk

Listen to your heart

when she's calling for you.

Listen to your heart

there's nothing else you can do.

I don't know where you're going

and I don't know why,

but listen to your heart

before you tell her goodbye.

guess thats whats in my heart now?

masks

its getting dumber and dumber.. -_-, whats wrong with my head!!

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who's willing?

sometimes, somewhere

front to back or back to front.. white or black or in between.. yes or no or i dont know.. sometimes, its easier to be indifferent.. if only the world is simpler.. if only everyone dared.. if only things are much clearer..

when its only murky darkness that i see.. when there's total darkness in everything.. where's the hope for a better tomorrow?

is it that hard? or is it my own weakness? i don noe.. when the hope's too high, the fall will be high too..

somewhat the truth?

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh
-taylor swift, you are not sorry-

sometimes, all it takes, is just a glimpse of the endless possbilities, and your mind will be spinning with all the hopes and dreams. Got to buckle down and GET MY HEAD IN THE GAME.

a wistful smile,
are all thats left,
of the words thats between us.

Mutterings

No matter what stuff happens, we must always remember where we come from and who we are. What we are made of inside. Our values, principles and character will shape who we are and it is these things that we must always guard properly to ensure that it is not tampered with.

Sometimes, things wouldnt go your way, and we have to deal with it but no matter what, we must always ensure that we are in control of our thoughts and emotions. Never let the situation control you.

My mind is telling me one thing, but the heart another. And the decision to listen to who will depend on the things i see, the experiences that i had been through and all these, will make the difference.

Without the right to see myself and know myself clearly, i will fall, and fall terribly. Power is one thing. But to gain all these power at the expense of people, thats so wrong. Its like a double edge sword that we must always handle with care least we cut ourself with it.

Should I or should I not? Its something to be considered as in the end, the one that will be of consequences shall be on ourself. And of course, we wouldnt want anything that will tear us apart like a rag doll.