Restlessness

Ok, i don noe if there's such a word as in my title but who cares.. lol.. been feeling that way ever since school started. its like there's something missing ba.. like too little things to do de.. not use to that kind of feeling.. 2mr..

2mr i got to go for a SB Club interview.. and the lecturer told me this. If i'm selected, i wouldnt have time to even have a gf.. as of now, i never go and think abt this kinda things.. but, is it really going to be that busy??

I don noe if this is the life that i wan, haiz.. sometimes feel quite lost and out of touch with myself. I believe that everyone has a inner self inside them and its sometimes hard to maintain contact with it when we are too caught up with our life and all thats happening.

Been talking to people, my age, older than me, younger than me.. seems like the feeling has always been there in everyone, some people found ways to deal with it. some let it destory them from within. its killing me. literally.

Faces, which person doesnt have them? everyone is born with one face. But as we grow up, more and more faces are added. until we cant even recognize ourselves anymore.. but it only takes one person, the one that we have always been waiting for. to take a brush, and gently brush alway the paint, the mask and to reveal once more to the world the face that we were born with and to tell us that its alright to be who we are and to face the world proudly..

As Robert Frost once said:
In 3 words, I can sum up everything i have learnt about life. It goes on.